Craig Steadman is starting to come to terms with the fact this could be his final season as a professional snooker player after crashing out of the Betway UK Championship.
Another disappointing result for the Farnworth potter saw him battle back from 3-0 down to level his first-round clash at the York Barbican against Jamie Jones at 3-3, before the Welshman reeled off three frames on the spin to clinch victory.
Steadman recently admitted he has fallen out of love with snooker and with his provisional end-of-season ranking currently sitting at 91, the 35-year-old’s chances of climbing into the top 64 and retaining his tour card are beginning to look bleak.
And he is far from convinced a change in fortune is just around the corner.
“Like I said last week, I’ve not really enjoyed playing for a while,” said Steadman. “If you’re not winning a lot, it does take away the enjoyment.
“I have still been practising but I’ve been playing because I have to, not because I want to. My form doesn’t show any signs of changing on this evidence but who knows, maybe it will.
“I wish there wasn’t another tournament next week, I really do. I wish there wasn’t another tournament ever!
“That’s strange for me to say because I used to love snooker but for the last 18 months or so, I haven’t been enjoying it.
“Even if I’ve been winning – and I haven’t been winning a lot – the enjoyment of winning doesn’t last very long. The rest of it seems a bit of a slog.
“For me to say that, there must be something wrong. I don’t know whether this will be my last year on the tour – it could be.”
World No.47 Jones was hardly at his best to reach round two and Steadman admits a match in which the players made just one half-century break each left him frustrated.
“For me to be 3-0 down was probably a bit unfair but that’s the way it is for me at the minute – if I can find a way to lose or if something can go wrong, it will do,” he added.
“I stuck in and battled back to 3-3. I still didn’t feel fantastic but it was going my way and you start to fancy winning it. From 3-3, the next three frames were all very similar – scrappy-ish frames that he won.”
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